Shape shifting into something different now.
Peeling away what I can change.
I'll have to survive the violence somehow.
Tearing down everything that's fake.
All along I should have seen.
What I'd become, a little broken thing.
So insecure, damaged, insane.
You want to see me suffer.
Beautiful lies that we tell ourselves.
Deceptive words meant to enslave.
Poisoning minds how the body can tell.
What is good, what is fake and what is hate.
This is where it goes down.
This is where it goes down.
You mislead me and bleed me to cover up my light.
I needed you to see this through so I won't give up the fight.
Twisted arms that you're holding out.
Meant to break so I can fall.
I can't believe my spirit survived so long.
There's a place way down hidden deep inside my soul,
Where the cracks reveal I still can feel,
Even though it doesn't show my light.
Will take all my secrets away to the grave?
Bury my demons before they awake.
Shattering dreams until monsters take shape.
Before they escape, I need to feel safe.
The voices are saying I'm already dead,
but all of the screaming is just in my head.
I tried to be something but I'm nothing instead.
You sold me my freedom and now I'm in debt.
This is where it goes down.
This is where it goes down.
You mislead me and bleed me to cover up my light.
I needed you to see this through so I won't give up the fight.
You mislead me and bleed me to cover up my light.
You mislead me and bleed me to cover up my light.
I needed you to see this through so I won't give up the fight.
So I won't give up the fight.
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